Sometimes I shut my eyes. The sun comes shining in through my eyelids, and the trees are swaying, and all is love. Soft grass. Skin on skin, a thousand kisses, I can cope, baby, I can do anything. God, I love those days.
But then there's blankness. Going through the motions. Sick self affirmation. And I crumble. I can't cope. I can't do this any more. This is not what I signed up for. I have to get off the ride NOW.
You don't abandon someone who's drowning, but you can't untie the weights without drowning too.
About Me
- ChemiKaze
- Some bizarre amalgamation of a trillion different colours and half as many resonant notes has come together to create me. I'm short of both temper and stature, vegan, not so bad at cooking, a heavy drinker, a chemical craver, and stronger than you.
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