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                       For the past week my boyfriend has been like this

and my cat has been like this

Weed does strange things to people

(and cats)

Olanzapine Dreamers Are All Secret Schemers.

I was looking for you,
Lonely.
Stuck between the ceiling
And the cellar door.
Conflated emotions
And deflated notions of
What would be in store.
For my prince among thieves
Will go where e'er his heart takes him
Foolish boy-
He believes in his
Redolent dreams.
I called out for you,
Lonely
Underneath my umbrella.
Almost begging for the rain
To bring something more.
Myriad droplets fell, gentle
As tears go.
Unraveling me to the core.
And my naked boy wonder
Was far from my calling,
Heard the rain
And nothing more.




RHYME LESS RHYME LESS WHY DO I WRITE LIKE A CHILD THE CAT SAT ON THE FUCKING MAT AND GOT SO FAT WE.... ATE IT. YUM.

Dizzy Fizzy Fluffy Love

I love you, I do. It was a dizzy, fizzy, fluffy love. It ate me whole. Time happened, and now everything has changed, but I still love you. When you ask me at night or tomorrow or in thirty seven years I will still love you. You can ask me in a starlit field or a Camden toilet and my answer will never change. Love tastes like chili chocolate, salty crispy fries and the taste of your mouth. Warm, comforting, perfect.

I know I act strange.


Try very hard to believe me.