It's DETOX time. A few days of pure ice cold water, followed by a few of fruit/herbal teas, plenty of vitamins, then a few of soups and blended juices. If anyone wants to join me, say now. The main reason for this is that my short term memory is worse than that of most stoners, my waistline makes me cry and I feel too grimey to get to the gym. Hopefully flushing out.. well, everything... will help me get back ontop of things.
Fried foods are once again out of the picture and veganism is back with a vengeance. Alcohol is away on holiday throughout the detox.
That should stop me from hanging myself :)
The fact that I'm even joking about that must mean something pretty dire, huh? I wish I could curl up in the biggest, most tender warmth and sleep. It would be a quiet calm that spread over each nerve.
I just lay on the floor and cried or went into the kitchen and cut onions to hide that I was crying for most of this morning. It's fucking pathetic, I hate crying - it makes me too vulnerable and human. At least I can sit and blog about it and admit to myself how I feel.
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