Thursday, 20 May 2010

The seconds feel like hours

I wish I knew what I had said that hurt Mike so much. What vile twisted headfuck thing did I come out with after all that vodka...? :(

He's only been gone one night and I just keep crying, some part of me thinks he might be gone forever this time.
Please don't. Please don't leave me.
What if I have another nightmare? Where will my puppy be?
How am I supposed to sleep?
Who's hands are going to touch you while mine go cold?
Why the fuck does this hurt so much?
I feel so awful. What did I do to you, baby?
>_> STOP CRYING WOMAN. Ok.. no, it's not gettnig better. Worse. Worse. Worse.
How can I hurt so badly the only thing I love... How dare I.

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